Predestined Love

18/12/2007

As usual Raining without thunder.

Sitted and relax at my Computer looking through documents. I realised all those money and Shares i earned in the past got a working stuff move past. When i was at MIBM , i thanks to those who had teach me and guide me along with hand to hand.

Anyway enjoy the Jurong east swimming with my baby. I wont let u go and u trust me in my arms. U said thanks. And now it begins. I want to make this go slowly, Not rushing. As we goes by, we gain more exprience. Dont worry.

Tat was BEeSWax

I just put my line already. I would put an end those whoever loved me and got a past with them. Except V Case. Coz i still loved her and want to be with her. But if we are not fated to be together by blessing, i would accept it as no and move away permanently. Then 2008 a new life with new settings.

Today work was boring and had to handle some stuff when i was at home. Marcus from MIBM email me saying there is a forum this week if i am free. Its quite important. I am not free this week for money making. I need a break, Seriously i need a huge Break . A damn Break as i am planning this sunday outing to malaysia.

The only one

BABY I LOVE U A LOT. I AM GOING AGAINST THE WILL OF UNBELIEVABLE tat i will propose to u at the end of this year. To the max , my heart beats for u. Even u had to let me go by force, i wont mind. Coz i know tat i loved u a lot and at the same time i had helped u in same ways and be with u. To many months i had known u, was the time in the greatest of momentum my love build up with u. Loving with u was normal, to get u being with me is normal but only ONE THING STAY IN THIS HEAVEN AND Earth tat To everlasting love with u, It is not a simple job. I am looking forward to done tat job. Wrapped up and fire spin with The love. U didnt know things were hiding inside me a lot. From Shaps, Mera, Anu and Etc. those who loved me, i got no choice but to decline their love. Shasha was different. She and me belong to the same Category tat we are in the same treasure. The treasure tat we like each other in the past, but we wouldnt go on with each other. She and me will be good friends in 2008 and our trustworthy will be there. She will helped me in many ways and i too will help her in many ways. Shasha would helped u if u got any problems arise coming ahead 2008. I planning to introduce her with my best friend next year and hope things turned well. I see tat my best friend is torturing himself not to order in securing his love, but that love build within himself . I realise at 2008 i would not love anyone but except u. Beyond the stars and the sky, my Swear is there.

Keep it Safe baby. I would come back and claim from u. And tat time we belong together. Baby u are young and i already reached adult age, but i am looking foward to bring u to something. Tat is called WELCOME TO THE WORLD OF CLOWNS. The laughter and enjoyment u will get from me..

I felt dread

I am feeling sick, Someone helped me. I am too confused over u. I now only realised tat during tat month we fought and came back during Jan year. Then now u disappear away but i only got one chance to talk to u . I don`t want puzzle games from u anymore. I am getting a life next year and don`t want unwanted memories to bring along.

Sha , i think u only know what i am talking about after times i telling about this story. I wished i am riding overseas.

The voice i never hear from her on the phone. I would wait for her to call me and could talk things out, but for now GUYS!! i missed bang bros, Peaceful clubbing and weird laughters.

And nowdays i dont have hangovers but still once i got high for this month. I reduced my alcoholism not much though.

Unseen Tears

Today working in the office was like a penguin living in Artic. Felt so cold and yet i still have my jacket on. Just met Sha after work and we had hot drinks near the coffee shop.
After a while i suddenly felt my head was throbbing in pain. I guess tat cold weather made it so. We had some fun and i was talking to her about Saturday clubbing and the gal i saw.

Went back home, came online. Had shower , grab my cookies and start munching on them. Bang bros sms me saying about those stuffs we had during last time. The Bang Bros meeting!!

Love Akon` s Songs. Love to swing my mood in it.

U , I am still waiting for your response. If u are still holding back your thoughts at a distance, i wonder what was it tat u wont tell me? My senses told me tat something but i don`t know whether it is true or not. We can talk it out if u trust in me.

Beginner for a beginning

Well just created this blog to advanced my thoughts for 2007.
Going to adjust my new ways of life and this blog will help a lot to me.

Saturday clubbing was all right except for a minor incident outside. Drinks are on the top as usual. Days are raining season for this month and will wonder when will it end?

My pockets are loosing money everyday.
what would i get if tat pathetic friend of mine always calling me for a movie?

Christmas, New year`s eve are wrapping up for a good use.

And to u Don`t think i wont know tat u still loved me in your deepest secret. My sixth sense does not beat tat track of your heart. Day by day i am getting stressed about this and that. I know one day we will meet up again. Face to face and i hope to see something out from u as Boredom is approaching in me and u.

So Guys This sat Sentosa plan for our energy to drip out.